I'm having such a hard time with this blog thing. I'm not sure why. It's just the LAST THING I think about doing each day and well most of the time...I just don't think about it. Here's one thing I miss though, having some sort of documentation or journal of Leyton. It's a great way for me to write stuff down and remember little things that he does. I always think I'm going to make a book for myself one day with it...but then I wonder if I'm going to do that.
Then I think maybe I put too much out there as well with regards to Leyton. What if he doesn't want to look back and know that anyone could have read this stuff. He's getting older and I have to respect that. I don't want to embarrass him.
I also feel like I fall heavy on Instagram right now. It's a great way to document with pictures and a single line of text. It's easier than writing paragraphs of stuff. But I like writing. And so the struggle begins.
So I have decided for a time to just keep it simple. Post very simple, write more when I feel like it. Share about Leyton but also be careful in what I am sharing. He's a funny kid in a funny place right now and the stuff that makes me laugh I want to write down and cherish always. I'm not going to worry about whether or not each post has a picture or will matter to someone. I'm going to post more for me for a while and see where that takes me.
I leave you with this little funny. Around Halloween we discovered that Leyton loved the song Ghostbusters. I decided to show him the movie. It's not the most age appropriate but not terrible either. He loved it. However, when he would watch it he would get bored and only make it about half way and yet would always want us to start at the beginning.
One day he finally made it to the end and was introduced to the Stay Puffed Marshmallow Man. And then they shot him with their lasers and he cried. He was SO UPSET. From that point on he would get upset each and every time it got to that scene in the movie. He would cry every time. We finally had to discuss that it was just a movie and that if he didn't like it we would need to stop watching it.
I love my sensitive marshmallow loving kid.